It's Time to Say Goodbye

It's time to say goodbye. I know, I've said it many times before. But what makes the difference this time is that DETERMINATION came along! It had been a hard time. Well, it had never been good anyway. Falling for the wrong person... I don't get it. Why does this happen to me all the time? Because I always fall for those who seem perfect to me? Is there anything wrong with that? But my friend told me before that, eventually, the one who belongs to me will not turn out to be as perfect as I wanted. How fair is this? Must I believe that this can only depend on fate? No, too difficult...


What finally made me give up was that I discovered that he likes somebody else. Since the beginning, I had never expected him to have considered me. Okay, maybe I had, because of something he did. Nevertheless, I still fell for him, despite my strong resistance, because somebody had been encouraging me. Perhaps, I should neither blame this friend because she is just being a supportive friend, nor regret this feeling I gave up because it is somehow worth something no matter the value. Anyway, I hope that this really is the last time I said goodbye. It would be so tormenting if it didn't make it to leave me behind.


Thinking back, if i really were a bear, I wouldn't have to bury this feeling but would have expressed it the moment I discovered it. Oh well, it doesn't matter anymore right now. I gave it up!